Series Of Unfortunate EventsSunday, July 19, 2015
It's 5am now and Kayla literally just fell asleep. This week has been incredibly trying for me, just feels like everything has been going wrong, sighs. For some reason Kayla has been hyperactive the past few days and will only sleep after 3am-4am. And I don't know if it's because my period is coming, I've been feeling soooo lethargic and hungry all the time! So that plus Kayla's insomnia is making me feel super exhausted everyday. Last night's the first time I actually felt annoyed with Kayla since her birth. I'd like to think it's just PMS :///. To add on to this, D and I got into a couple of arguments this week too, which is pretty sucky since everything has been going so well between us for quite a long time. The fights were not major but it's just adding on to the negativity. And work-wise
(D and I have our own business), we're facing some obstacles now that are just beyond our control and all we can do it wait.. which is fine but super annoying when people keep asking us "so how's things?". I mean I appreciate it when people care, but it's just really frustrating because I have no answers and I myself am tired of waiting too.
So that's about it, end of rant. Heading to bed now and crossing fingers tomorrow will be a much better day! xx